春节在家里过年，真好！

家乡里的饭菜口味，真好！

亲戚朋友好久不见了，真好！

懒懒散散的，不用操心，真好！

春节，这个对每个中国人意义重大的节日，只在小时候喜欢放烟花鞭炮，喜欢几家亲戚朋友围坐在炭火前看春节晚会那个年纪，真真感受到过它的节日气氛。现在，总觉得少了一点该有的氛围。我想，这不可能是节日的变化，也不可能是大多数人们观念的改变。是人长大了，失去了小孩子体会快乐的那份纯真吗？

我不希望如此。我想，也许只是面对快乐时，有点丧失信心，每当快乐来临之时，总是在想我是否有资格拥有这份快乐; 也许只是面对快乐时，有点怀疑不决，感受它的同时，总是在怀疑这是否真实，是否只是一种伪装了？

而我想说，快乐时刻总是好的，都该好好珍惜！

Something else:

I was always obsessed by the question of true or false, and wandering around in front of the door which leads to truth or to nowhere. However, one day I asked myself, "Why do you need reality to live? Why do you only believe in truth? How can you judge and then think something is true and something else is false? Moreover, Does God or something else make these judgements right?".

Then, I want to know what is the power that supports my faith? I don't understand the cause of this question and don't know the answer, but I feel that the question of true or false is not really important now. At least, it shouldn't be in the questions that can obsess me.